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Music by Markus Ng


  1. http://www.myspace.com/markusng
  2. http://markusngchungyau.tripod.com/

To download Markus' songs:

  1. http://rapidshare.com/files/195594339/Blah_Bleh_Blue.mp3
  2. http://rapidshare.com/files/195594340/Coward_s_Run_v1.mp3
  3. http://rapidshare.com/files/195594341/Feeling_Blue.mp3
  4. http://rapidshare.com/files/195594342/Goodbye.mp3
  5. http://rapidshare.com/files/195594343/I_Want_To_Want_To.mp3
  6. http://rapidshare.com/files/195594344/Strife.mp3


Lyrics: I Want To Want To
by Markus Ng

God I don't know, I don’t know
I really want to, but it doesn't show
My projections, my convictions
Muddled mess, so much confusion
I don’t know, I don’t know.

What do I say when you've heard it all
Excuses, lies, remorse, more lies
Yet still I dare to mouth them words
I'm sorry for how much it hurts
and disappoints

I'm not perfect,
but I’m gonna try
seek the truth and apply
I want to honestly repent
Give you my 100%

I want to want to love You
as You love me too
I want to want to live life
as You'd want me to
I want to want to honour You
More than anything I want to want to

I'not there yet, but I'm trying
Pushing on, oh I'm striving
Wait for me, I'm arriving
So help me God.



Lyrics: Feeling Blue
by Markus Ng

It's late night and it's not alright
but still the stars are so bright
A melody it keeps me awake
as it plays i fall and I break

I wanna close my eyes and cry
kiss the blues goodbye
I wanna run but there's nowhere to run to
But still I go and I look for my pair of shoes

So I run and I run
Without knowing where I'm gone
I'm all weary from this aimless journey
that I've begun

So I stop and I turn
looking for a lesson to learn
there's definitely something I missed
life should be more than this

It's just as if I'm afraid I'm losing
losing all my pride
But it seems there's more than pride I'm missing
my grip on life is loosening

I really wish I still was a child
back then I could truly smile
No worries about expectations
Such liberty I did not need to run

but still I ran and I ran
without knowing where I'd land
Was all weary from that aimless journey
that I began

So I stopped and I turned
I see the lesson to be learned
there was definitely something I missed
life was more than this



Lyrics: Strife
by Markus Ng

Sometimes you have to be broken
to know what it means to be full
sometimes you gotta fall
to know what it means to stand up tall

so when you're ever there
when life seems unfair
when you've hit the floor
remember, the only way to go is up
so grit your teeth
clench your fists
one thing for sure
you're gonna come out stronger

fix your eyes on the hill
for wisdom, strength and will



Lyrics: The Coward's Run
by Markus Ng

Oh how it envelopes me
Makes me shift uncomfortably
Emptiness; it shivers through my bones
So, so, cold

I'll do all I can to distract myself
Honest thoughts I shelve
Deny the self pity
I won't let it get to me

Like the coward, I run
Heart weighs me down like a ton
Tires me so
So tired of waiting, tired of trusting
Take the quick fix

Like the coward, I run
Heart weighs me down like a ton
Wasn't long before I stopped
To my knees I dropped

I do wanna leave
I wanna believe
I wanna live



Lyrics: Goodbye
by Markus Ng

Sitting silent waiting but the moment never comes
I wait, I wait
I try to get it off my chest
but time again I failed to say, to say

I love you from the very deepest bottom of my heart
If I were to write an essay for you
that's how I will start
before I say "I need you", tell you how I
wanna grow old with you
"I'll be the man you want me to be" too

My thoughts are filled with memories from the moment we first met
happy, and sad
I'll miss those times we spent together,
even empty talk and laughter
If only we could be together

But God seems to have another plan
something I don't understand
The countdown has began
If there is no tomorrow for me
I'll never get a chance to tell this story
how I loved you so
how I'd always wanted you to know

I love you from the very deepest bottom of my heart
If I were to write an essay for you
that's how I will start
before I say "I need you", tell you how I
wanna grow old with you
"I'll be the man you want me to be" too



Lyrics: Blahblehblue
by Markus Ng

I laze in the park, I gaze in the dark
Got no mood to get up and do work needs to be done
Ooo... scoobydoobeedoo...

I get up from the pillow, I look out of my window
Dusty mosquito nets
That's just so sad, so sad
I think I'm slowly going mad
Well don't you?

Well I tried everything
Picked up my guitar and sing
Went to volunteer to help out the tsunami victims
Tried to pick up all those self-help books
Tried improving on my good looks
Took those long and aimless drives
Played football, sweating like a pig
Tried to teach my dogs some tricks
Tried to write a song so I could pick up chicks

[chuckle]
Well, that last thing there is not true. Anyway what I'm trying to get at is I tried everything but I never really found what I was looking for and you know, sometimes in life you search so hard to find some things but in the end, some things find you instead. Let me just say life hasn't really been the same since. And now going back to the song...

Sun is shining higher
My days are looking brighter
Gloom’s no longer over me
'Cause I be- (4x)
'Cause I... be-believe

Sun is shining higher
My days are looking brighter
Gloom's no longer over me
'Cause I believe